My Liberation Note 1

Hey there. Recently I watched a k drama called ‘My Liberation Notes’. It’s a nice and realistic k drama that talks about these sad and depressing thoughts inside our heads and the things that we wished to overcome. The lead actor starts a club called the liberation club and they talk about the things that they want to be liberated from.

“Liberation means the action of setting someone free from imprisonment, slavery or oppression.”

So I was thinking about myself. Like what should I be liberated from? Like there are many kinds of stuff that to be liberated and many things I have already liberated myself from. I was thinking about the longest and oldest thing that I have been a prisoner to.

All these years I have worked myself every single day to overcome something or the other. Like I never took a break. From a very shy and unproductive person who doesn’t even like herself to the present version of myself who I love the most. But among all these, there is still one thing I am constantly failing to be liberated from. I tried all possible ways I could but I come back to the same position over and over again.

I have written about this in my poem ‘ The cornerstone’.

The cornerstone has turned into like a tumor in my head. Like this may be the first or second stage, I can remove it but there will be side effects. But I am scared. But if it goes on this will kill me. So I think it’s time to put an end to this cornerstone. I should consider myself before I consider him. I hope I succeed in this process.

I wish to be liberated from my 12 years old Corner Stone.

Originally published at https://www.daisy-diaries.com on June 4, 2022.